The Exchange: Round 1

So round one of the tournament is underway. I have my entry written, which is good. Unfortunately, I just realized that if I win in the first round, I'm more than likely going to be facing a fabulous writer in round two. And if he doesn't win, I should probably just pack my bags because anybody better than him is probably better than me. I'd say we're probably on about the same level, but it seems that the judges are familiar with him and his characters, and every little bit helps. I am going to have to really step up my game if I want to continue past round 2!

Edit

I got a paragraph in Prophet's Bequest (book 2) edited by Alicia over at edittorrent, so I'm posting the link here so I can keep track of it. I'm really pleased, because even though my prose obviously needs a lot of debugging, there was some good encouragement in there too. Thanks, Alicia!

http://edittorrent.blogspot.com/2009/06/gwen-editing.html

Rejection

I got my first rejection today--form rejection. I sent out two queries yesterday, so at least I got speedy turnaround. I'm a little disappointed, but not crushed. I guess that proves my 10th grade writing teacher wrong, huh? I hope I find somebody, but if the agent isn't excited about my work, they're not the best person to represent it, so the search will continue. I need to go back through my Writer's Market book and find some more agents to query.

The Exchange

I entered in a writing contest a few weeks ago. The premise is that death hasn't met his quota so he is collecting souls and decides to hold a tournament. Teams of 1-3 can enter to rescue one soul, and only one team wins. All the losers remain in Hell, thus increasing the number of souls in hell. I entered Jaana, James, and a new character named Maarc, competing for the soul of Jaana and James' daughter Audreia. We had to write up profiles for the characters on the team, and then write an audition piece that met certain guidelines. About 130 people auditioned and 64 made it. I was one of them! I know it's not a huge deal, but it is cool that I competed against some people and was selected. The contest works like a tournament, where everybody is paired up and given a prompt, and the best result moves to the next round until the end. My friends Fiona (LadyRiverLark) and Sharayah (Xelona) are also in the tournament.

If you want to look at the profiles and auditions (mine is under evilnel, close to the top), check it out here.

Writing, again.

Classes are finished, all the finals are graded, grades are in (although I am still getting students e-mailing me asking if they can turn in late assignments--really, kids, do your work when it's due!), and life is generally as it should be. Because I'm a grad student on a stipend, and because I'm living at home for the summer in a minuscule town in BFE and nobody is hiring (and I'm going to be gone for 2 weeks in Africa), I am unemployed. So all these things combining, that means lots of time for writing. I was in Ohio for a week and didn't write, but finally managed to unstick my brain and not only write a couple thousand words this week, but my plot is quickly moving again. I'd been somewhat stuck, not really sure if I wanted my characters to do this or that, but I'm going again. It feels so good to write. I realized that when I don't write for a few days I get really chatty and annoy my family and friends.

So the game plan for the summer is to finish the trilogy up, edit book two and three, and query like crazy. My query is written, and a couple reliable sources (avid reader and retired editor friend) have told me it's good, so I need to gird my loins and start sending it out. But I'm nervous. A writing teacher I had once told me he thought I was a great writer but didn't have the balls to handle the rejection. After getting rejected from a dozen graduate schools, or better yet not receiving a rejection at all ("You are not worth the paper used to send a rejection."), I think I can handle it, but I'm still not looking forward to it. Ah well, I need to just suck it up and do it.

Dead week + finals

Since this is the last stretch of the semester I haven't been writing (I've actually been, like, paying attention in class!). But rest assured, I will be back May 18th, because I will be DONE, and I have new stuff to type up, and once the stress of finals dies down I'm sure the creativity will return. Onward to summer!

Today's writing inspiration

http://www.murderati.com/blog/2009/4/19/how-do-you-know-when-to-quit.html

My promise to myself:

To keep learning and improving my writing
To never give up on a dream I first had on Lake Michigan at 15 years old
To understand that 'not right for me' isn't 'not right' period.
To write with meaning and purpose
To grow as a person through the experience

I love snark

So I have been reading Janet Reid, Nathan Bransford, etc etc. Janet posted a link that was basically somebody bellyaching about getting rejected 60 times and how agents have failed and the system doesn't work. Well, the author of said rant found Janet's post and commented, and one of the other readers replied (and this is why I love writers):

Whiner: "(*I'll be brief. Probably not, but one can only hope.*)"

Janet-reader: Of course you won't. I doubt you could be brief on a true or false question.

HAHAHAHA. What a great insult. It's even better because the whiner's rant is like 40 pages long and it's so badly written and boring that I stopped after about three paragraphs. As others have pointed out, no wonder he wasn't published! The bottom line is that hard work pays off. If you write a good story, polish it up, and write a great query you will probably do okay in the business. But it does require learning to write, editing, editing again, and then going back and editing some more. So far I've read Deceiver's Will about 5 times and every time I read it I make tweaks and changes. I've just done my first read through of Prophet's Bequest and made small changes, and will doubtlessly be making many more. That's the business. If you submit crap, you're going to be rejected.

Here's the link to the post: http://jetreidliterary.blogspot.com/2009/04/sorry-i-havent-gotten-back-to-you.html

There is nothing new under the sun...

Or so they say. A friend who I sent the first three chapters of my manuscript recently asked me if I was inspired by another author's book (Curse of Chalion by Bujold). Now, I have read Chalion, but I actually started planning my books long before I read them (planning started in 2006, reading Bujold started in late 2007). My books do deal with similar theology to hers, because I am pretty sure we are of the same religion and share similar philosophies. My books are based around the idea of free will and allowing yourself to trust God, and sort of explore from a couple different perspective the things that keep us from doing what God has set for us. I do think there are similarities, but my plot is totally different, characters are different--they are just of similar themes. But I am kind of worried that if somebody notices that, it might make it harder for me to publish because it's been done. Sort of. I mean, it really hasn't.

Bujold's Chalion books, specifically Curse of Chalion and Paladin of Souls are about two characters, Cazaril in the first and Ista in the second, who both find themselves under the attention of a deity, and there is all sorts of intrigue and evil going on. The deities are all "good" and the evil is of men. The story mostly deals with choosing to follow the plans of the deities and being available to them.

My story deals with two deities, the Creator and the Deceiver. Magic is done by executing a contract with one of the deities, but most people only use magic from the Creator because the contracts from the Creator are never anything bad, while the contracts from the Deceiver are not only unknown, but if you break whatever possible terms of the contract, you pay the price by being slowly devoured by the Deceiver, body and soul. Although ultimately our stories deal with the same theme of trusting a deity completely, my story also deals with the other side of the coin, which is that in dealing with evil, you think you are in control (that's the lure) and you think you're obeying YOUR will (being in control of one's destiny is what most people want, or at least want to believe they have) but you are really being tricked and used. So while both God and evil (Satan or whatever evil of your choice) take your will, God only does so for good, and you choose that every day, with no obligation, whereas with the Devil, you become owned and entangled and lack control AND are not being used for good.

Well, that made me feel better. I was really nervous thinking that they are too similar and are based on ideas that are too close, but looking at them that way, my book is completely different. It not only deals with both sides of the "free will" coin, it comes to slightly different conclusions. And of course the fact that my characters are completely unique and my plot deals with an entire different set of conflicts. I feel so much better now!

Snippet and more

I've been working on the third book in the Nexus trilogy lately. I'm started to really get a handle on this plot and where it's headed, although I think I need to do a bit more detailed outlining. My outline is, I realized yesterday, pretty vague. So here is a little taste of what's happening now.

[James, who is having a vision, encounters an odd person while trailing a young man named Arlan.]

James watched the men depart. That had been odd, and judging by the look on the blonde man's face, he had also thought as much. James followed the man toward the palace exit, not really sure if he should tail Arlan or follow the brothers, but the brothers were gone and he felt compelled to remain with the healer. As they left, James saw a shadowed figure lurking in the corner of the foyer. He looked at the form as he passed, getting an uncanny sort of feeling about whoever it was. He didn't look like an ordinary guard to James. He was different from the others here, from Arlan and from himself. He looked less solid. James stopped and took a step toward the figure, and the figure suddenly charged at him. He cried out in fear and lost his balance as the man rammed into him—very solidly for a man who looked so aural! Baffled, James followed the man's form with his eyes until he was gone, and then pushed himself to his feet to catch up with Arlan.

I had managed to write every day this week until yesterday. I think it was Holly Lisle who said that to be a writer you have to write every day, and if you can't do that while you have a job, you're not going to be able to motivate yourself to do it full time when you don't have another job. As helpful as I've found her site, I have to disagree. I'm a full time graduate student with two teaching assignments and research, and I am only human. I don't have the energy to crank out 5 pages a day after writing a 15 page paper, grading a stack of exams, running participants, and sitting through 3 hours of class. I don't know what human being does, and maybe that means I'm just not energetic enough, but I don't think so. I write when I can, and I write a lot. I may go two days without writing and then write solidly for six or seven hours on the weekend. I've been thinking about this for a while, and I definitely disagree. I'm a writer, damnit, even if I do skip a day of writing now and then.

(And I am totally going to write my bum off this weekend!)